B.O.R.E.D

sigh i've wasted one day of my holidays today... basically morning i woke up at a record 10AM sigh.....TOO tired from yesterday's banner painting and soccer match=( sheesh... yesterday was okay laa...at least we finished the two banners....phew...one more thing off log to-do-list, and then after we painted we found the floor dirty...as usual, so i had to run to buy thinner....and i found that CORONATION PLAZA HAS NO THINNER...what the.....so i ran to beauty world to buy..and when i came back, what did i get? a few laughs..for my OT....cos they finished scrubbing.....without thinner...yep. so thast what i get...and jerry said something about me always taking the job of running about...going to union room and stuff...i dunnoe what he meant by that but well...it stung. im trying to get everyone to say that im responsible? so far no one has you noe.....ya and i noe ur going to say im tryING....like WHATEVER. im tired of council le....not because of the jobscope..its whats disheartening about our councillors...that stupid comment thing everyhwere...so i tot ya..those people i've heard comments about..BAD comments....may not be that bad after all...and i guess thats a form of backstab... so ya....i guess i'd had better accept everyone, and rui an...ur getting influenced to...haiz...and at coronation... lokky proved jian yi's point....which i guess is good and bad....and mr gan talked to me on MSN....losing trust in me...ya...is trust that easy to lose? so i guess that meant that we never had any...we were just putting up pretenses....somehow i seem to be the only person divulging all MY life...and what do i get? comments and criticism that delve into more problems....like "why do you care how others think about you?" and yeah. so im supposed to WHAT stay like this and receive everyone's unfair criticisms?

but on a happier side, i picked a whooping 206 saga seeds yesterday!!! 51 to go....=D and there was supposed to be a meteor shower...GEMINITE meteor shower, 2am this morning so its over...i woke at 2am, but couldn't go out and my windows are all eh..obstructed so i could not see anything=( sigh....

mudntort are going on the 17th and 18th!!! so im seeing them tomolo or thursday....or AND.....dunnoe laa.....BUT logistics shopping is tomolo....WHAT THE HELL.....lets put it on friday HOR....and i just realised i've been compromising too much already. and yep...im not needed on thursday ritee? RITE.

THE NICEST PERSON ON EARTH HAS HIS OR HER TEMPER.DO NOT MISTAKE COMPROMISE AS WEAKNESS.

anyway tune back to today....so in the morning my brother hogged the comp.*background whisper*"like what's new" and i had to go buy lunch for him....and i basically watched the TV. yea..not grammar mistake but well i looked at the TV while thinking....or rather stoning in front of it....cos in the morning like PRIMETIME MORNING? or some other crap show...sigh...then i ate lunch, then i paced around my house. yes...PACED....nothing to do...then i TRIED to read my next year literature book...TRIED to cos i wasn't really concentrating....then keep on turning back and rereading the pages... humpf....can;t concentrate lately.... hmm....sigh...

its cold there now and i dunno who is there also....called your house yesterday and some female picked up...doesn't sound that old and that WORRIES me...i do hope you have a teddy bear cos if u dun then tort is wrong and i'll jump off A building...dunnoe...my toy house bahh.