Happiness
True to my promise, as usual, i shall blog about happiness today!!!! haha..sounds like some martial art novel with wad legend about two contrasting things together and turn into a powerful power and vanquish some evil=S oops getting out of point..anyway i've just reading 'Sword of Tears' and 'Sing to the Dawn' and they both rock laa.....such nice books.... go borrow!!!=P
Haiz.....mud has been bullied by her brothers recently.....and me by my own.....issit in a big brother's blood to bully their younger siblings? its seriously unfair....God shouldn't create muscles...... and in 'Sing to the Dawn' the sistah also gets bullied by her brother....so maybe thats how big brothers are portrayed...but sadly or happily enough i relented and compromised to my brother and so we are on normal terms again...sigh....so i realised.....that true strength cannot be generated from muscles and body-building......... it is from your character and mental strength....the will to do something is much stronger than the means to do it.... like the 2.4km long run everyone takes for NAPFA.....how many people run like crap then stop and pant like crap as well? and how many jog but jog the whole length? it is those that jog the whole length that eventually finish first..... and of course this excludes the perv people who sprint the whole length=S.... haha.....
anyway im supposed to be happy!!!! so erm....looking forward to erm...orientation? that meeting we were psycho-ed.....about how we should do things for the fun of it in council..... just cannot bring myself to. last year i had that flame.....can see in my eyes and everything.....i was dying to be in orientation.....this year i felt the flame dying away.....pro-CHS is now only for the face....not for the heart.....the huazhong spirit dies at sec two....probably thays why theres no sec two level day...no one would participate.... sigh....it is REALLY the senior's influence that will revive the fire in us wherever it goes....
sigh....why like this? im trying to be happy and all that comes to me is sadness....really sorry for today....bei xi if u ever read my blog dun ever do that again.....its an important thing on the line... not some plaything......
life really sucks when ur down - Kert 2004?!!
Haiz.....mud has been bullied by her brothers recently.....and me by my own.....issit in a big brother's blood to bully their younger siblings? its seriously unfair....God shouldn't create muscles...... and in 'Sing to the Dawn' the sistah also gets bullied by her brother....so maybe thats how big brothers are portrayed...but sadly or happily enough i relented and compromised to my brother and so we are on normal terms again...sigh....so i realised.....that true strength cannot be generated from muscles and body-building......... it is from your character and mental strength....the will to do something is much stronger than the means to do it.... like the 2.4km long run everyone takes for NAPFA.....how many people run like crap then stop and pant like crap as well? and how many jog but jog the whole length? it is those that jog the whole length that eventually finish first..... and of course this excludes the perv people who sprint the whole length=S.... haha.....
anyway im supposed to be happy!!!! so erm....looking forward to erm...orientation? that meeting we were psycho-ed.....about how we should do things for the fun of it in council..... just cannot bring myself to. last year i had that flame.....can see in my eyes and everything.....i was dying to be in orientation.....this year i felt the flame dying away.....pro-CHS is now only for the face....not for the heart.....the huazhong spirit dies at sec two....probably thays why theres no sec two level day...no one would participate.... sigh....it is REALLY the senior's influence that will revive the fire in us wherever it goes....
sigh....why like this? im trying to be happy and all that comes to me is sadness....really sorry for today....bei xi if u ever read my blog dun ever do that again.....its an important thing on the line... not some plaything......
life really sucks when ur down - Kert 2004?!!
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