im normal=S

STRESS is coming in, closing in around me. ARH!!!! sigh.....just recently skipped two days worth of lessons for investitures. and that turned out to be....emotionally scarring and physically tiring. sigh.....

i used to think that CHS/HCI rocked. like cheer! WOO!!!! rocks like shit. till i went for VS invest. at first wad i saw was unruliness and all that crap of shouting and cheering. i tot that it was sarcastic as it always is in CHS/HCI(gonna refer to my sch as CHS/HCI. cos CHS rocks more than HCI=S). but soon i found out that it was truly that they respected their prefects. SUPPORTED them. ADMIRED them. that they cheered against the invest protocol of shutting up. throughout the investiture i was feeling totally zibei of how these 30 people can lead the school with everyone respecting them. and they handle discipline too. like book you book him. but they still are well-liked to a certain extent. our school? 120 councillors. half of them manpower. one quarter of them "DUN GET AN OPPORTUNITY TO SERVE THE SCHOOL. RIGHT". and the other one-quarter are the people who organise events and lead and propose new stuff. just nice. 30. but we give others this council badge. and then these black sheep amongst the councillors cause the councillors to not be respected. then why do we give them? students dun like councillors, think that they snatch all the leadership opportunities from them. THINK U MORONIC BASTARDS. THINK. YOU ARE ALL GIVEN THIS FUCKED UP CHANCE TO BECOME A COUNCILLOR. IF U DUN SIGN UP ITS UR OWN FUCKING FAULT. NOT OURS. IF U DUN GET IN IT GOES TO REFLECT ON UR CAPABILITIES AND ATTITUDE. AND BY U JUST BITCHING ABOUT US PROVES THAT YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE FUCKED UP ATTITUDE. NOT US. SO CAN YOU FUCKED UP BASTARDS STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON THE COUNCILLORS? stupid asses keep on bitching about us during assembly.

our school spirit also sucks. seriously. during cheering how many cheer? the councillors cheer more than the school combined together. gabriel was right. if there was a councillor cheering competition we would thrash all other schools. but in school cheering we suck. if this is the kind of attitude the students hold, what right do u have to condemn councillors? or become one?

awwwwshucks. im turning angry. shall cool down....*cool down cool down* anyway, on a happier note, i saw steffi! haha....i THOUGHT it was her. but i just couldn't put my finger down on who she was. so i didn't dare recognise her. and we were like on the same tour group all the way thorughout VS. heh.....VS scenery seriously rocks=) YOU CAN SEE THE HORIZON!!!!!=)))) so nice laa....and they have like this ring with their school motto on it. Nil Sine Labore. so that when the sun shines u can see the school motto on the parade sqaure. SO COOL!!!!!=))))) haha...and their councillors rock too. so hospitable and friendly.

and then second investiture. st nicks PMB invest. the invest wasn that good seriously. so BORING. but it was the later part when we were led around the school that we found out that they were very nice people.....lol.... and i didn get to go to 2truth...=( heh.....and i just walked past MPR.=(((

and then i had to rush back for NPDP. lol....GOH contigent but i didn't noe how to do rifle drill.....not very good anyway. AND I WAS LEFT MARKER. so obvious laa...then that parade commander kept looking at me. like "LEFT MARKER LEFT MARKER! SO SLOOOOOWWWW!!!! UR LEFT MARKER THE RIFLE SO FAR AWAY FROM LEG!" then he abused me laa....shit him. the guy to my right was too close. so he used that guy's hand to keep on hitting my shoulder and ask if it hurt me. so ass laa...humpFFFF anyway yay! i survived one training....lol....

and i ponned the high school council meeting. cos if i went it would be like i reach at 8.20 laa....so decided not to go. and saw steffi AGAIN at kap. HUMPffff. wad suay laa....so niao leh she. =( haha....

stress, commitments, work, friends who are NIAO, making friends from other schools, in trouble with teachers, procrastination.....yep. im normal=)